Every day, I openly engage in spiritual adultery and idolatry right in front of You, without concern. You are aware of everything, as nothing is hidden from You. I indulge in sin and find amusement in it, fully aware that You are observing. I would never behave this way in front of my wife, kids, or others, yet I do it repeatedly before You, the Lover of my soul, often disregarding how my thoughts, attitudes, and actions wound Your heart. O God, forgive and purify me!

What my soul truly longs for is to be with You and to fully experience Your presence. Nothing else satisfies—I only want You... True satisfaction is found only in Jesus. Teach me the secret of contentment in my current circumstances. No situation or possession in my life, whether it comes or goes, can satisfy the deep longings of my soul. Only by trusting, waiting, and resting in Jesus—His completed work on the cross and His presence within me through the Spirit—can I find tr

Impress it upon my heart what You would have for me to do. I am so tired of doing what I think, or feel is best. This leaves me overwhelmed.

I know that it is Your will for me to be conformed daily into the image of Christ. Yet You will not force me. You invite me to surrender.