I've often focused on complaining rather than being thankful... My actions have been guided by my emotions more than by Your Word and Spirit... ... How much time and how many opportunities have I squandered by complaining and taking no action? Guide me to value my days and to focus my heart on wisdom... ... Let genuine gratitude fill my heart and guide me to return to You, giving You the glory, honor, and praise that only You deserve...

(God) You've provided me with time to be with You and fulfill Your purposes, yet I squander it by focusing on worldly distractions that hold no significance in the face of eternity... Time passes quickly, yet eternity endures forever. Too frequently, I use the time, money, talents, and opportunities You provide on things that are temporary instead of those that will last eternally.

Jesus, do not let us be poor stewards over the time, talents, and treasures that You have entrusted to us to glorify Your name.

God, my mind is telling me that I need to read and know more... In my heart I believe that Christ is enough. Help me in my wrestling.